After taking leave of her guests, Anna did not sit down, but began walking up and down the room. She had unconsciously the whole evening done her utmost to arouse in Levin a feeling of love - as of late she had fallen into doing with all young men - and she knew she had attained her aim, as far as was possible in one evening, with a married and conscientious man. She liked him very much indeed, and, in spite of the striking difference, from the masculine point of view, between Vronsky and Levin, as a woman she saw something they had in common, which had made Kitty able to love both. Yet as soon as he was out of the room, she ceased to think of him. .Replica Christian Louboutin UK.
One thought, and one only, pursued her in different forms, and refused to be shaken off. `If I have so much effect on others, on this man, who loves his home and his wife, why is it he is so cold to me?... Not cold exactly - he loves me, I know that! But something new is drawing us apart now. Why wasn't he here all the evening? He told Stiva to say he could not leave Iashvin, and must watch over his play. Is Iashvin a child? But supposing it's true. He never tells a he. But there's something else in it if it's true. He is glad of an opportunity of showing me that he has other duties; I know that, I submit to that. But why prove that to me? He wants to show me that his love for me is not to interfere with his freedom. But I need no proofs - I need love. He ought to understand all the bitterness of this life for me here in Moscow. Is this life? I am not living, but waiting for an event, which is continually put off and put off. No answer again! And Stiva says he cannot go to Alexei Alexandrovich. And I can't write again. I can do nothing, can begin nothing, can alter nothing; I hold myself in, I wait, inventing amusements for myself - the English family, writing, reading - but it's all nothing but a sham, it's all the same as morphine. He ought to feel for me,' she said, feeling tears of self-pity coming into her eyes. .Replica Christian Louboutin UK.
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`He was winning - seventeen thousand. I got him away. He had really started home, but he went back again, and now he's losing.' .Christian Louboutin Replica.
`Then what did you stay for?' she asked, suddenly lifting her eyes to him. The expression of her face was cold and ungracious. `You told Stiva you were staying on to get Iashvin away. And you have left him there.' .hermes bracelet replica.
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`In the first place, I did not ask him to give you any message; and secondly, I never tell lies. But the chief point is, I wanted to stay, and I stayed,' he said, frowning. `Anna, what is it for, why will you do this?' he said after a moment's silence, bending over toward her; and he opened his hand, hoping she would lay hers in it. .Giuseppe Zanotti Replica.
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`Of course you wanted to stay, and you stayed. You do everything you want to. But what do you tell me that for? With what object?' she said, getting more and more excited. `Does anyone contest your rights? But you want to be right, and you're welcome to be right.' .Christian Louboutin Outlet.
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`For you it's a matter of obstinacy,' she said, watching him intently and suddenly finding the right word for that expression that irritated her, `simply obstinacy. For you it's a question of whether you keep the upper hand of me, while for me...' Again she felt sorry for herself, and she almost burst into tears. `If you knew what it is for me! When I feel as I do now, that you are hostile - yes, hostile to me - if you knew what this means for me! If you knew how I feel on the brink of calamity at this instant, how afraid I am of myself!' And she turned away, hiding her sobs. .Christian Louboutin Outlet.
`But what are you talking about?' he said, horrified at her expression of despair and again bending over her, he took her hand and kissed it. `What is it for? Do I seek amusements outside our home? Don't I avoid the society of women?'
`Well, yes! If that were all!' she said.
`Come, tell me what I ought to do to give you peace of mind? I am ready to do anything to make you happy,' he said, touched by her expression of despair; `what wouldn't I do to save you from distress of any sort, as now, Anna!' he said.
`It's nothing, nothing!' she said. `I don't know myself whether it's the solitary life, my nerves... Come, don't let us talk of it. What about the race? You haven't told me!' she inquired, trying to conceal her triumph at the victory, which had been on her side after all.
He asked for supper, and began telling her about the races; but in his tone, in his eyes, which became more and more cold, she saw that he did not forgive her for her victory, that the feeling of obstinacy with which she had been struggling had asserted itself again in him. He was colder to her than before, as though he were regretting his surrender. And she, remembering the words that had given her the victory, `how I feel on the brink of calamity, how afraid I am of myself,' saw that this weapon was a dangerous one, and that it could not be used a second time. And she felt that beside the love that bound them together there had grown up between them some evil spirit of strife, which she could not exorcise from his heart, and still less from her own.
? Leo Tolstoy